Denial From Sex
I've been denied for at least three months now and about 5 months before that. When my wife asks if I want to have sex she's not referring to penetrative sex. If it is penetrative then it's merely for her benefit only and I'm certainly not allowed to cum in her (unless she say's it's alright, which is rare anymore). If she lets me enter her it's only for a short while and I have to finish things off by eating her out, which I love to do. I always bring her to climax first though except for other times when she has something she wants me to do. After licking her to climax she typically rolls over, puts her clothes back on and tells me to just "do myself". For whatever reason this is an absolute turn-on to me. The thought of being allowed to lick her to climax and then being denied anything further other than my own hand really does it for me. There are times she'll get dressed and then turn on the TV in our room and flash semi-nude pictures of herself on the screen and have me jerk myself to her pics. She even leaves the room at times while I'm "handling" things to go get something to drink in the kitchen. She'll return a minute later and make comments like "Oh you're still jacking off?".
On the rare occasion she starts things off by pleasuring me first I've learned its usually because there's something she wants me to buy her or do for her. This too is a huge turn-on because she really taunts me with her body and her comments, but still refuses to let me have real sex no matter what. No matter what her motive is she will typically have me jerking off in front of her and will just walk over and rub her panties in my face telling me to smell "her" and just imagine what it's like to be in her. She say's I've had her in the past and to simply think back on what it felt like, and that will just have to do in place of the real thing. If I don't say it's okay she will grab my balls, gently squeeze and say "That's okay isn't it?". She'll usually make me thank her for letting me at least smell it and will sometimes tell me I might get to enter her at some specific date in the future (anniversary, birthday, etc. but that never happens either. The date will arrive and she'll once again say this or that will have to do instead. Of course it always does because I really am thankful to even see "it").
It was some time before it hit me I was literally being denied but when I finally realized it the thought was an amazing turn-on. Now she just tells me she's denying me because she knows it turns me on, and she gets to do it because she knows it's a real power trip for her. I might get to actually cum in her maybe two or three times per year at this point, and when she does let me I have to promise to buy her something special just before I do. Once I decided to see if she was just playing the part by saying that so I resisted when she told me what I had to get her before cumming. Although I was right at the point of no return she hopped off me and made me finish myself. As playful as things seemed it was apparent this was actually serious. I haven't resisted since then, as those "real sex" moments don't come around often!
So yes, she is sleeping around, I'm denied and I love it!