Although my Wife thouroughly enjoys teasing and denying me (while She enjoys her lovers) i am happy to say that She also enjoys giving me the relief i need on occasion. What is most important to me is that She decides when and if i am allowed to have an erection or an Orgasm.
We entered this "lifestyle" with my Wife establishing control of my orgasms. This was originally to accommodate her health issues. As Her health improved, so did Her sexual appetite. Rather than use Her improved health for my benefit, She decided it would be more fun to take a lover. For several years She has decided when i was allowed to cum. At first it was once or twice a week, but as She only had enough energy for so much sex, She decided Her boyfriend should be the one to benefit. Thus i found myself tied to our bed and being told about Her encounters. So actually i went from sex once or twice a week to once or twice a month. i would love to be allowed more sexual contact but Her health and comfort are most important. my main sexual relief is to receive a handjob while She tells me about Her dates as i am tied to the bed. Actual sex is rare indeed.
A while back She added the cb-3000 to my training regime. She loves controlling my orgasms but controlling my ability to have an erection makes Her giddy. Recently after one of Her dates She said to me "Gee, my boyfriend didn't have any trouble getting an erection." She has incresed the use of the cb-3000 but uses it differently than many of those i read about here. She prefers to use it to show my willingness to obey Her. She has me put it on on Her whim. If She thinks i am getting frisky, She will have me put it on. Just when i think i will be made to wear it overnight or for days, She may remove it. She has also started using a combination lock so that i cannot use the emergency key to get free.
It is true that before you realize what is happening, things change and you have a new life....
For example, today my wife has an afternoon date with Her friend. She will leave Her office early to go and spend the evening with him. As She was leaving today She said to me, "oh yeah, my bathroom needs to be cleaned." i cringed with the thought that later i will be on my knees, in my cb3K, cleaning Her toilet, while She is having sex with Her boyfriend. Only to be followed later with me on my knees removing Her wet panties. Does it get any better than this?
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You would be very pleased to know that my Master and Mistresses lover spent the night last Saturday and I was restrained the entire night. It started out with me helping Mistress get ready for her night with Master. She was looking so incredible and sexy and as she did her makeup I bowed at her feet and kissed and licked them as she stood there with her high heels on. Just before Master arrived I was put into a chair next to the bed and tied up by Mistress. Upon arrival Master looked at how I was tied and was not happy with the methods used so he not only cuffed my hands behind my back, he then used this tape called bindage tape which sticks to itself but is not sticky. It is really good for tying someone because you can put it on any part of your body and it wont tear your flesh off when removed but it does keep you in place very well.
When he was done with me I literally could not move. He gave me a sip of water before gagging me with a ball gag. He then played with me while Mistress finsihed getting ready. He pulled out his cock and rubbed it on my face while telling me how pathetic I am. I was so hard in my CB3000 as he did this. He then pinched my nipples so hard that it almost made me cry as he whispered to me that my Mistress is now his wife, not mine anymore. For the next 3+ hours I watched as they made love. Master is truly superior to me in bed. He is very large at almost 9" and thick too and he can come again and again with very little time in between. It seems unfair that he is able to do that. For me, I cum once and it takes me a long time to recover.
Normally after they make love I am allowed to clean them but not that night. I was kept in that chair squirming. They left the room a couple of times and each time I was left tied up. I do not know what it is but being completely helpless and used turns me on so much! God, what is that all about? It is so deeply seated inside of me to be the helpless one that I love it. I love being told by a man that I have to call Master that I am a sissy and a pussy right in front of the woman I used to call my wife...and I love every second of it! Later they came back in and Master spent the night in our bed and I was made to sleep on the floor next to him. My hands were tied to the leg of the bed and I was left that way all night. It was so uncomftable I hardly slept. In the morning when they woke up, he wanted a blowjob but Mistress was not in the giving mood and suggested my mouth. I love sucking his cock and god did he taste good. It was my only reward.
Well I have been locked up since then up until last night when Mistress played a somewhat cruel game on me. Dont get me wrong, I loved it but it cost me. She said it had been too long since I was inside of her so she said I was going to get to do that. I was of course honored and excited. She tied my hands to the headboard and put a ball gag in my mouth. She then blindfolded me and unlocked my CB. I was rock hard immediately and she played with my cock and then used a rubber flogger on my chest, legs, and then my cock and balls. I was going crazy. I then felt her putting a rubber on me and then she starddled me and I was inside of her. I forgot how good it felt! She started to ride me and whipped my chest as she did this. She then said something that made me worried. She said that I was not allowed to cum. That if I did that I would be locked up with absolutely no release for 20 weeks. There is no way that I could not cum and she knew that and by putting the gag in my mouth there was no way I could tell her that I was going to cum. Every time she told me not to cum it made me get closer and of course I came like crazy. I hadn't cum for long time and I filled that condom completely.
After she fed me the contents of the rubber (which tasted incredible!) she released me and told me to shower. I was then put back into the CB and this morning she told me that she was serious about the 20 weeks. I complained and you know what? She did what any mistress would do and added 3 more weeks. Oh my god!
Just another step in becoming more of a slave.
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To explain why a Woman would want a man if He was no use to Her, there are many more uses for a Woman than just sex and masculinity. If a Woman can have it both ways, having a man who can take care of Her sexual needs and can be a real man to Her as well as pamper Her and treat Her like the Queen that She is, that would be the ideal husband. Unfortunately, men like that are very few and far between. In fact, i'd say that nine times out of ten, men are either good for sex only or service only, but not both.
At this point in my marriage, my Wife does think i can be everything to Her. And i do try my hardest. But She has chosen first and foremost that i stay in chastity and am subservient to Her in every way. The problem with this is that She also wants to be taken sexually in an agressive way by me, which cannot happen when i'm in my submissive state that is magnified by my chastity. For this, i've offered that She is allowed with my knowledge to meet someone with whom She would be sexually satisfied. i think this is an advantage that cuckolding brings to a marriage.

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The combination of chastity and cuckolding go together so deliciously. I have always known that I was a crossdresser and that I loved being submissive. My crossdressing and my telling my wife about it led to her desiring a stronger man in our relationship. She and I still make love when she allows me and believe me if I want to be the macho guy or whatever I can be and it is up to her to tell me when she wants that side of me.
However, when she met a man who wanted to be the alpha male with her, it made her so much happier about me being really submissive and a sissy. Sissies make better housecleaners and are way more in touch with their mistresses needs and desires than a masculine man. There is no comparison. Sorry to say that but I have far superior lovemaking skills when my mistress alows me to make love to her than any macho or masculing male. Even though she loves being with her new bull/boyfriend, she has admitted that I am still better in bed than him.
So she has the best of both worlds. A "real" man and her husband. I love her so deeply and would do anything for her...and quite often do!
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My cockolding experience began in 1990 and lasted over 2 years. It took years for me to get my wife to cockold me but wow once she did she really got into it. It was before I had even heard the term cockolding.
Anyway, here are the good and bad about it for anyone considering it.
The good:
Preparing my wife for her dates was fantastic. Sometimes that even began about a week in advance buying her clothes she would wear on her date. Helping her decide what to buy for her to wear for another man is very erotic.
Then helping prepare her for the actual date. Helping wash and dry her hair, trimming her pussy hair, doing her nails.
Sometimes, I got to watch her on her date, watching her dance, flirt, and kiss.
Most of the time if she came home she would let me do clean up duty by licking her pussy and asshole clean. I usually would be allowed to jerk off afterward, though not all the time. Not if she was too tired. Usually, I did this on my own, but occasionally she would help me jerk off. Sometimes she would let me cum on her ass but only if I promised to lick my cum off of her.
The bad:
Once the cockolding began I lost control. She did what she wanted, when she wanted.
In the 2+ years, I figure her and I only made love 3-6 times.
The not really knowing if she would leave me for the other guy was a bummer. Oh yes, she said she loved me but was in love with him.
Sometimes she would tell me not to jerk off while she went on a date, that she had plans for us when she got home. The whole time she was gone I'd be going crazy in anticipation, only to find out she would not come home chosing to stay at his place for the night.
Sometimes, I'd get down when she would decide to do something with her boyfriend at the last minute canceling plans we had made over a week ago.
I know of some cockolds that actually lost their wives to other men.
I was lucky. She commited herself back to me and our marriage is even stronger because of the experience. The funny thing is her affair ended when he asked her to marry him. Like she told me; She already had the perfect husband, ME.
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My first wife cuckolded me and I miss it. I walked in on her and she was on her knees sucking a guys cock. My response was to get very hard, totally submissive and naked. We all went to our bedroom, I handed my wife a length of rope, turned around and she tied my hands behind my back. I laid down on the far edge of the bed and watched them the rest of the night.
She turned to him and he undressed her. She stepped into his arms and started kissing him. His remaining clothes fell away and she turned to the bed holding his hand, she laid down, spread her legs wide apart and drew him down to her. On his knees between her legs, he pointed his cock at her swollen pussy and I watched as he positioned it and sank into her. I watched it start fucking her and I watched her fucking back. I watched his butt cheeks flinch and him driving deep into her to dump his sperm in her. They lay in each others arms, kissing, her gently playing with his soft cock. They fell asleep.
In the middle of the night, he entered her again, this time from behind. He fucked her again and filled her with more of his sperm. When daylight finally happened, he got on his knees above her face and she sucked his cock. I got up on my knees and shuffled over between her legs and fell forward to her pussy. I started sucking his cum out of her. She held my head to her.
She would come home and go to our toy drawer and get the length of rope. I would put my hands behind my back and she would tie them. She would lay back and I would suck cum out of her pussy while she told me what happened yet again.
I wish I could have been locked up and tortured then. I wish I could have been teased and humilated being locked up.

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When I was being cockolded in the early 90's my wife would make it a point
that I saw her panties after a night of making love to her boyfriend.
Usually they were black bikini panties. They would always be laying on top of the laundry, or on the floor. I could see the cum stains in the crotch area. She made a point one time telling me that after they made love she would put her panties back on and not clean her pussy with a wet washcloth as she does when we make love.
I must say I jerked off many times sniffing her panties and the results of their lovemaking. I remember once, keeping one pair of her panties several weeks hidden, so that I could jerk off while she was at his house making love.
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I like to lick the crotch clean from my wifes panties after she returns from a date ,she usually just tells me to come into the bedroom and pull her panties down and then i look to see how much is in them and start licking . after doing her panties i begin to lick her pussy clean when she straddles my face , i'm really over joyed when after cleaning out her pussy she informs me that i'm not through yet and slides ahead a bit so i can suck another load out of her sweet little butthole mmmmmm .i can never wait till the next time she goes out on a date ..............
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I've only seen my wife's main lover once, and that was from a distance. You could say, however, that he is a part of our lives because she often talks about him without going too deep into his personal life. She goes on about what a great lover he is, and how cute and sexy he looks, how much younger he is than me, his great genes, his stamina, etc. She thinks about him alot. Sometimes she accidentally calls me by his name. She came to my office last week and boldly asked for money to fix "Tom's" car. I've taken her shopping when she'll be looking over lingerie, heels, or whatever and she'll say to the sales lady something like "God, that's gonna drive my boyfriend wild."
She was an openly dominant woman when I met her, so I can't blame her for doing what I hoped she would. When fantasy becomes reality, though, it takes some getting used to. But I'm definitely not complaining.
Uxo
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My Lady left for the weekend. I have been playing dress up and using our big dildo on myself all weekend, my ass is so puckered and swollen from riding it hard. Of course she left me home locked up. It's sunday morning and my cock is burning from all the ass fucking. Have been up since about 6:30, my cock aching in his cage. Sitting hear now watching over and over cuckold fantasies video trailers while ramming my ass. Very sure My Lady is having a much better weekend than I with my locked up cock an swollen aching balls.
Keep thinking she is getting a real man cock to satisfy her, like the ones in the video's, hearing the wife say "Look at that man cock slamming my pussy because you have such a sorry little dick that can't fuck his own wife". Yes Ma'am!!
I hope when she gets home that their is still some of her lovers cum for me to taste
I am a worthless sissy husband that loves to worship her pussy. I love her for making my balls swollen and ache for her. I don't deserve to have my wifes pussy, her hot pussy is just for a real man.
Pussy whipped sissy
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I love to show a couple of my "kinky" girfriends some of my XXX video
tapes that we make on occassion. I make hubby model his chastity cock
harness for these tapes and a couple of times have filmed my husband
serving me and my lover/boyfriend. I love to see my husbands
reaction as we all sit together to watch these tapes. It's like
the Mastercard commercials...the look on his face is "Priceless"!
I'm very tempted to show my XXX tapes to some of hubbies friends
tooooo. Though I actually would not do this without at least
forcing permission out of him first. I bet he would if I let him
have an orgasm!
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